-Fun with Wilcox-

Been feeling a little over whelmed lately. My chest has been hurting from it. I think it is the early signs of a panic attack coming on. In efforts to refrain from the attack I has just stopped doing anything, which just makes it worse. I have a busy week. I made these ABC books for church, super cute by the way, I will post pictures on here so you can print them too if you want them. Anyways this is something I am excited about. Customizing it for those who want it customized and showing off my skills and letting them enjoy it at cost. This is what I want to be working on. But then there is the videos I meant to send my Grandfather forever ago. Of his 90th party and my sisters wedding. I also want to get these done but man I just am struggling to do it. I am working on a cookbook for Christmas, this can wait til next week. My bedroom...ugh, my bedroom. Will I ever get it clean and organized and in a state that I can leave the door open? I am starting to lose faith. My sister, who is 14, is going to Homecoming. I disagree with it, but lets be honest I disagree with a lot if things going on at my parents house now. But I feel like there isn't anything I can really do. So she needs help with her dress as my mom is out of town. But she wants to wear my sister Amber's dress that doesn't fit her. So they want me to alter it. I have gotten to the point with it that I am just going to have to give up on helping her with it. They will have to figure something out. There are many things that are good right now. Caleb is finally sleeping through the night and taking naps. He has been so cute with trying to talk to us. Growls a happy growl for "yes" and shakes his head or says "no" for "no". Really everything is great in my life. Just feeling a little stressed by things that really don't have anything to do with me, just seem to effect me. But now I have decided to hand off the responsibility of the homecoming dress to my other sister and I will focus on the other stuff. Good luck to me. Oh yeah and I decided it is time for me to start marketing my digital scrapbook abilities. I have done it for gifts to others for years. Now it is time for me to do it and make a little cash. Right now cash is tight. Between the basement, New York, and the last min $3000 out of pocket we have to pay for kids dental. Things are tight and I am excited to be able to breath sometime soon. So anyways, I love to make cards and scrapbooks for people and calenders. So that is what I am going to do. I am just unsure what to charge and how to go about website stuff, like what to use. I am feeling a sense of urgency to do this as people are getting ready to do Christmas cards. I am anxious getting a web page up and charging correctly. But I am also sooo excited. I love to do this stuff!! I take pride in it and am excited to have something I love to do as a way to make money. So when I figure out the website stuff I will be sure to post it.