Feeling a little bit over whelmed today. It is funny last night I told Trevor I am finally starting to feel more like myself, and when I cried yesterday while looking at my beautiful Caleb it didn't feel like crazy post pregnancy hormones cry, but oh my last baby is growing to fast and I adore him cry. I have been feeling like I can conquer the world and things are fantastic! But hand me a sick Caleb and Patrick in one night... and then I take them over to our old house to work from 830 am to 7pm... and yeah I am a little bit stressed and a whole lot of sore! I have so many fun things to post but to be honest just the thought of making time to sit in front of the computer causes me anxiety.
I cried today because I felt like I just keep asking everyone for help watching my kids to work on our other property. I feel like I have used up all my favors. Thus the reason for me staying there after Allies mom left at 11:30 and not asking for help. I am about over having another property. Since we moved 3 weeks ago Trevor has gone to work and then gone straight to the other house to work. I miss my husband and want to have him home for dinner...I promise I will cook you something if you come home. We are so close to being finished though, can taste it! So Natalie I said I would be all caught up and we can party. Well maybe not.
Well gotta go to bed. I know the day can only get better if I am asleep. Although it wont last long I am sure. Well I will try to get on in the next couple of days and post some pics, gotta prove that every other day but today has been pretty great! I LOVE our new home, I could just sit in it and soak in it's wonderful energy all day... just like my husband and children. Just sit at home with the family and forget about old stressful investments! Woot woot!!
My husband just saw all this writing I am doing, without reading it, and said "don't you know a picture says a thousand words?" Well sorry to disappoint there is no picture here, it takes too much time. I am not posting a picture of me until I post the awesome Taylor Swift hair Mandee gave me. Peace! I am going to bed.
I think this post makes me seem grumpy, but I am really more tired then anything.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
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Ah, being tired is so awful. Plus you're cleaning, and running around, loaning your kids out to everyone, and then having sick kids on top of it all. Blah! I'm so sorry! Complaining while you're tired and overwhelmed is completely acceptable. In fact, I complain all of the time, whether or not I am tired and overwhelmed. :) I hope things get better!
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